My life has not been particularly difficult or trying. Yes, I have had trials and challenges. I have had periods of time where I wasn't quite sure how I was going to provide for my family(other than to hop in the car and head to my Mom's house). But, I have made it through in pretty decent shape.
I don't know where this post is coming from, or for that matter where it is going. I had a rumbling in my belly that I thought was gas, but the rumbling didn't subside till I picked up my computer and started writing.
I have succumb to some weird sort of funk. The thoughts in my head are pretty random right now, and the best way I know how to deal with them are to put them on paper.
I'm tired. Not sleepy, tired. I want to let go, give up if you will, and walk away.
If I walk away, where will I go? what will I take? Will I come back? Ever?
Arena Football was on ESPN earlier today. It's got "football" right there in it's name but it didn't fill the void left by the end of the football season 2 months ago.
USC lost to WSU yesterday in double OT. it's ok though, cuz it got them a #3 seed against Stanford, a team they beat handily twice this season, instead of a # 2 seed against UW or ASU. two teams that they struggled with and lost too.
You ever work so much that you had yourself convinced that you were doing cuz there was work to be done and not because you didn't want to go home?
James Brown was a helluva entertainer.
You ever find yourself liking something/someone that you never thought possible? Something/someone that those around you would never approve of? At least you think they wouldn't.
You ever fall asleep writing a post and wake up long enough to spell check it and press the publish button?
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